I want to give up travelling and go back to Singapore. Travelling is tiring.
I wish, I wish, for the first time, I had the mentality that other Singaporeans have: "Aiya travel lo, whatever I need, just use my visa card"...

Justify that mentality please.

I have been told by my travel friend last year, Im too budget conscious. Hence, I am unable to fully enjoy my travelling.

So how to I balance it up?

I still have stockholm, goteburg, copenhagen, amsterdam, paris, barcelona, zurich, munich, nachswactein, vienna, prague, riga, tallin, helsinki, svalbard, stavanger as the list of places to visit, in that order.

So, I need to be on a budget to complete them all right...

I am so shhhhaaagggeeeddd planning... and I dont have time to plaannnnnnnnn cos im leaving tmrrrr for london. I feel like bunking in Heather's place, stay at London and rot till its time to come back Oslo for my last exam... And not travel... alone... cos its shag.. and when u are so shag, not just physically, but emotionally & spiritually, you just want someone to whine to, and whine with, and then hope that person pulls you along.

I rmb.. on the first day in Italy, I felt like a complete alien, cos no one speaks English, I started to imagine, and believe, that Ganesh was beside me. And I actually talked to him! Before I realise it was fake. Im serious, it can get so bad, ur eyes even play tricks on you. God, this sounds so insane, but its so real.
And halfway in venice and rome, I was so shag, resting somewhere, I actually saw an imaginery friend sitting beside me and I said to him, "eh, damn shag sia" and he replied "ya, damn shag. take a break" and after he said that, his image faded. And I realise it wasnt real. And I almost felt like crying when his image faded. "pls come back" The wonders or freakiness of the mind, when the tank inside your soul is empty. I guess, this is why, some people who went through severe trauma that completely destroyed their soul, ends up seeing things permanently.

And I realise, all these feelings arises from a feeling of insecurity. Travelling alone in Norway, was so good. (perhaps it was bcos I was still going strong the first time). Norway is so safe, like Singapore. But elsewhere in Europe, its a different story. Pickpockets, robbery, even killings marks their countries. Naples, a city in Italy, reports 100-related Mafia murders yearly. Note: Reported. Many cases goes unreported for fear of the whole family being targetted. And many foreigners without families there gets murdered, without anyone reporting for them. 100 murders. That's 1 every 3 days. And for the first time, I learnt to appreciate the safety of Singapore. It really does help to keep Singaporeans sane.

Im tired.. the only motivation to get to London, is to get away from my neighbours.

stockholm, goteburg, copenhagen, amsterdam, paris, barcelona, zurich, munich, nachswactein, vienna, prague, riga, tallin, helsinki, svalbard, stavanger - I might just abandon you guys for Singapore. So much planning just to get to these places, on a budget. (very tempted to just, not go on budget, and accept whatever easier, more expensive routes, that requires less planning)

Someone help me plan please.
God help me. My brain has its limit. Its fried already. I rather be studying for exams. Its more brainless studying for exams seriously, cos its just.. 1-way.. mug and memorise.